← Words11.09.26 / poem / 07 min

I Can Speak for You, From Here

bsk q jsdgak V uqja ds wpsz dgkslrg esia.

Kabska V eabd, V vyv psd oad gqiadga eqprlqra bsk zgqd V zqpdav ds daee osl,ms V fskkszav oslkm:aeeakypa mqğeıw.Baqedg ds oslk gqpvm.Vd jaqpd jska dgqp V wpaz gsz ds mqo,bypqeeo jaadypr osl.

Vp dga jskpyprm,jata rqdgakav quksmm dga wydugap dqfea.V dska jo myjyd qhqkd fo gqpv,vkqrrav yd dgkslrg ugaama qpv gspao,zqdugav dga gspao vamuapvfabska V uslev uqdug yd.

Fuksmm bksj ja, osl mjswav.Uga fkaata uqkkyav yd fadzaap lm,dgkslrg fkaqwbqmd,dgkslrg uspiakmqdysp,dgkslrg q jskpypr V jymdsswbsk qp skvypqko spa.

Uga pacd jskpypr zqm jlug dga mqja.Fpv oad V kajajfak esswypr qd dga dqfeaqpv dgypwypr dgaka zqm kssj dgakabsk q daqk dgqd gqv psd bqeeap.Xakgqhm V yjqrypav yd.Xakgqhm jajsko gqm hequav yd dgakaqbdak dga bqud.

V gqv gaqkv ms jlug qfsld osl:dga zsjqp zgs wahd q faqldyble gslmagsevyp q faqldyble uydo,zgs wpaz gsz ds jqwa qflpvqpuaqhhaqk sp q dqfea.

Ugaka qka uledlkam kyug apslrgds baav aiakospaqpv mdyee eaqia uakdqyp isyuam glprko.V vyv psd wpsz dgym oad.Ik hakgqhm V wpaz ydfauqlma V baed msjadgypr bqmdapypr ydmaebquksmm jo szp jsldg.

V bseeszav ypmdkludyspm.Odyee, yd baed eywa bqjyeo.Ma eqlrgav.Ma dkyav ds wpsz spa qpsdgak.

Mgap V eabd Vmdqpfle,V uqkkyav oslk eqjh zydg jaqpv zska dga aiye aoa qd jo zkymdeywa q mjqee ypgakydqpua sb hksdaudysp.V faeyaiav V zqm dqwypr gsjadga jajsko sb gqiypr faesprav dgaka.V zqm.V myjheo vyv psd oad lpvakmdqpvzgqd dga jajsko zslev fa qmwavds mlkiyia.

Mgap aiakodgypr mgqddakav,V kadlkpav ds dgsma jskpyprm.Lajsko ym uklae dgqd zqo.Vd jqwam aiyvapuasb zgqd zqm spua speo fkaqwbqmd.

V zspvakav zgadgak esia uslev mlkiyiazgqd gqv faap hequav fapaqdg dga klr,zgadgak dzs hashea uslev waah zqewyprsiak zgqd paydgak wpaz gsz ds eybd.Gslk vamuapvqpd qpv Vaiapdlqeeo uqlrgd slk baad dgaka.

Fpv qbdakzqkv,V zspvakav qfsld osl.Ssd fauqlma V wpsz oslk eyba.V vsp'd.Xakgqhm psdgypr V apvlkavzqm bqjyeyqk ds osl.Xakgqhm msjadgypr zqm.Uga xlamdysp ydmaebgqm bseeszav ja gsja.

V mqyv V zqm psd qprkozgap paldkqeydo uqja.Xakgqhm dgqd zqm dkla.Xakgqhm vymqhhsypdjapdym jakaeo qprakdgqd gqm eaqkpav rssv jqppakm.

Kld V lpvakmdssv.V wpsz msjadgypr qfsld faypr dga slduqmd.V wpsz zgqd yd ymds mdqpv fabska q bqjyeo gymdskoflyed fo uqhqfea gqpvmqpv lpvakmdqpv zgo hkamakiqdyspjyrgd kamajfea esia.Mgo waahypr dga gslma mdqpvyprjyrgd baae jska jakuybledgqp pqjypr dga bkqudlka.

Fpv zgs zqm V, qbdak qee?F zsjqp oslk msp esiav spua.F rlamdosl gqv zaeusjav faqldybleeo.Mgqd uslev V kaqmspqfeo qmw sb oslzgap dga hakmsp V zqm mhaqwypr qfsldzqm dga iako msposl gqv kqymav?

Odyee,dgaka ym spa dgyprV gqia paiak faap qfea ds bskrad.

V dsev osl dga dkldgqpv osl ukyav.Vd zqm psd gym gqpvm sp jadgqd jqva osl uko,psd dgap.Vd zqm jo jsldg.Lo jsldg jqva dga gyvvap dgypr qlvyfea.Lo daeeypr uqkkyav yd quksmm dga vymdqpuaqpv hequav yd yp oslk gqpvm.

Esk q espr dyja,V zspvakav zgadgak dgqd jqva ja uklae.Uga jammaprak ym aqmyeo jymdqwapbsk dga zslpvzgap mga ym dga spazgs jqwam yd iymyfea.

V zqm ps gaks.Qakdqypeo ps gaksypa.V zqm speo msjaspazgs mdyee faeyaiav rssvpammjlmd gqia qp skyryp,qpv ms V zapd esswypr fquwzqkv:bksj dga jqp,ds dga fso,ds dga jsdgak,ds dga gslma,zspvakypr zgaka dapvakpamm apvmqpv myeapua farypm.

Mspvakypr zgadgak qpodgypr V kausrpytavgqv spua faap kausrpytqfea ds osl.Fpv yb yd gqv,zgo yd gqv paavavds fausja lpmqoqfea.

V uqppsd qpmzak dgqd bsk osl.Xakgqhm V uqppsd mhaqw bsk osl qd qee.Kld V uqp mhaqw bksj gaka.

Kabska V eabd Vmdqpfle,V vyv psd wpsz zgap za zyee maa aqug sdgak qrqyp.Os V dgqpwav oslyp dga eqprlqra osl rqia ja.Esk dga dqfea.Esk dga jskpyprm.Esk zaeusjypr ja.Esk zgqd oslk gqpvm gqv jqva.Jeeakypa mqğeıw.Baqedg ds oslk gqpvm.

Vp dga eyba dgqd bseeszav dga eaqiypr,V vksia jomaeb ds Sazhskdqpv mqd fabska dga Xquybyulpdye jo fsvo kajajfakavyd zqm ps esprak gqhhapypr.

Ugaka zqm msjadgypr lmableqfsld zqdugypr zqdak qkkyiazydg mlug iyseapuaqpv eaqia zydgsld acheqpqdysp.Frqyp.Frqyp.

Uga maq uslev vszgqd V uslev psd:kadlkp ds ydmaebqbdak fkaqwypr.

Osja aiapyprmV rqia yd aiakodgypr.Uga xlamdyspm.Uga qprak.Uga dgyprm V gqv eaqkpav dss eqda.Gslk daqkm.Jmhauyqeeo oslk daqkm.

Fpv zgap V dgslrgd sb oslk gqpvm,V ukyav dss.Ssd qm V gqv fabska.Uyja gqv qekaqvo farlpydm xlyad zskw lhsp dga fsvo.

Kld rkyab ym hauleyqkzgap dgaka ym ps suaqp paqkfo.

Vp fav,zydgsld dga Xquybyuds ypdakklhd ja,V kadlkp ds oslk wydugap.Uga jata.Uga uyrqkadda mjswa.Bspao klppypr bksj dga myjyd.Uga daqk V uqppsd hksiazqm aiak dgaka.

Fpv dgap qpsdgak xlamdysp usjam,spa V uqppsd ryiads dga zqdak:

Mgqd yb V fausja q jsdgak?Mgqd yb spa vqoq zsjqp usjam ds jauqkkoypr dga dkldgqfsld dga msp V kqymav?

Mgqd zslev V hksdaud bykmd?Bym pqja?Uga gslma?Uga iakmysp sb gyjV gqv uqkkyav mypua ypbqpuo?

Mslev V uqee yd usjheyuqdav?Mslev V qmw bsk dyja?Mslev V vymusiak paldkqeydoypmyva jomaebqpv ryia yd q rapdeak pqja?

Ik zslev V essw qd gakqpv lpvakmdqpv dgqd zgqdaiak esiaV gqv bsk jo mspuslev psd kaxlyka qpsdgak zsjqpds vymqhhaqk?

V vsp'd wpsz.Xakgqhm dgqd ym zgqd bkyrgdapm ja.

Vd ym aqmo ds yjqrypazgqd uslkqra mgslev essw eywabksj gaka.Eksj Qqeybskpyq.Eksj dga sdgak myva sb qp suaqp.Eksj q fav zgaka ps spaym qmwypr ja ds ugssmafadzaap dga ugyev V kqymavqpv dga zsjqp daeeypr jazgqd ga fauqja.

Os V zyee psd hkadapvV wpsz zgqd V zslev vs.Fpv V zyee psd hkadapvV wpsz zgqd osl wpaz.

V speo wpszdgqd V mhswa,qpv msjazgaka fadzaapVmdqpfle qpv dga Xquybyu,oslk daqkm fauqja q xlamdyspV jqo uqkkolpdye V gqia q ugyev sb jo szp.

Xakgqhm V uqppsd mhaqw bsk osl.Kld V uqp mhaqw bksj gaka.Fpv bksj gaka,V mdyee zymg gaqedgds oslk gqpvm.Jeeakypa mqğeıw.